Life

Today was not such a great day. I worked today, and had to close. That actually wasn't so bad I guess...just another day at work. I play World of Warcraft, and I have some pretty good friends in that game. I meet people that I would probably never meet in real life. I hadn't played in three weeks because I had my accident, went to Ohio, and then Las Vegas. Well, when I returned, the guild I'm in is completely folding slowly but surely. The guy who was nominated Emperor after the old Emperor decided to quit the game is one of those above mentioned friends. He apparently went to some Christian function and got saved and born again and is "cleansing himself of things that lead to sin" and that such. So, needless to say, he quit WoW. For good. Said he had "no interest in such games anymore." That makes me very sad because he was one of the only people who would actually talk to me like nothing else mattered. We used to tease each other about wanting each other and that sort of thing, and now that will be no more. It just seems like I make good friends and they fade away, over and over and over. It makes me so sad because I am loyal once I make friends, and I feel like a tiny part of me goes with them. If they are good friends, a bigger saddness is felt...Like Stacey. I miss her so much, and when I look at the pictures I have of her, I feel like a part of my heart has broken. I haven't heard from her since she got mad at me, and it makes me so sad because I wish she knew how much I miss and love her...I am just at a loss as to what to do. So I am left doing nothing, for fear I will only make matters worse.